happy stuff your face full of food day everybody.
my brother is finally in town again. grateful for that since it's been awhile that we've seen each other. he got both of his ears pierced. looking pretty good, hope he doesn't get them torn out from hockey. speaking of he's still playing for the Oil Kings, down in OKC, he's ready to play for the U-17 team next year, boys not even fifteen yet. i'm thinking pro.
latest movie i just saw: Due Date...eh it was funny-ish. Zach Galifianakis got reallll annoying realll fast. i mean come on dude. masturbating next to another dude?!? just because it helps you sleep...muffed up and sick nasty.
still waiting to start work here in a few days. i'm in much need of the money.
hmmm...Christmas....idk what to think of it right now.
thinking about going back blonde(it's my natural color) but it's a tough decision.
facking hating the cold weather. miss Kansas and it's always fifty winters most of the times. i miss my friends, yeah i have a lot of bad stuff still living there, but i had my share of friends to back me up.
the only thing that sucked today...PUMPKIN PIE, always better if i make it homemade, but not this year oh well.
-much love.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
free falling.
it's been awhile. lame. oh well.
well finally making some good money at Hy-Vee. pretty pumped.
my weekends are filled with pretty much living at Kortney's house, with Asa, and everybody else.
new boyfriend. yes. he makes me forget what was, what has been, and every shitty thing i've had to put up with. he makes me very happy, he makes me smile like hell. he makes me forget the past and look forward towards the future, and i appreciate every last bit of it completely. thank you so much Asa.
last night went to go see Saw 3D with Kort, Ry, and Asa. well it's like all the other ones but guts, blood and gore flying at you in 3D. at the end, well we all just ended up laughing, went to Culvers and hung out.
last weekend me and Kort went to go see the new movie Skyline. love. it. except for the shitty ending. better come out with a sequel or else i'm going to cry.
i have decided not to do any sports this winter, since i got a job, and i'm not about to work my ass off in basketball to not get any playing time, and to become best friends with the bench. not worth it.
Asa made varsity for wrestling friday, very proud of him. next tri meet is tuesday. home. agaisnt Lee's Summit West, and Belton. kick ass.
ready to stuff my face for Thanksgiving.
much love guys. <3
well finally making some good money at Hy-Vee. pretty pumped.
my weekends are filled with pretty much living at Kortney's house, with Asa, and everybody else.
new boyfriend. yes. he makes me forget what was, what has been, and every shitty thing i've had to put up with. he makes me very happy, he makes me smile like hell. he makes me forget the past and look forward towards the future, and i appreciate every last bit of it completely. thank you so much Asa.
last night went to go see Saw 3D with Kort, Ry, and Asa. well it's like all the other ones but guts, blood and gore flying at you in 3D. at the end, well we all just ended up laughing, went to Culvers and hung out.
last weekend me and Kort went to go see the new movie Skyline. love. it. except for the shitty ending. better come out with a sequel or else i'm going to cry.
i have decided not to do any sports this winter, since i got a job, and i'm not about to work my ass off in basketball to not get any playing time, and to become best friends with the bench. not worth it.
Asa made varsity for wrestling friday, very proud of him. next tri meet is tuesday. home. agaisnt Lee's Summit West, and Belton. kick ass.
ready to stuff my face for Thanksgiving.
much love guys. <3
Thursday, November 4, 2010
unleashed.
you know i thought that moving up here would be a great thing for me. new start. new slate. new everything. but i was wrong. new people, new faces, same problems, same ole' bull shit.
and every single day i face two-faced people at school, fighting with my parents up here, funny how it's the same thing back at home.
the thing is, whenever i get angry or pissed off sometimes i just walk away. but that's rare, lately i've been blowing up on everyone and anything that is near me. what am i supposed to do if it's the same shit everyday? just let it pass through me like it's no big deal? well i wish i could do that, but it's very hard for me to do. fucking hate it.
i'm a very independent person, ready to move out, ready to be on my own, ready to just do me, and not have to fight with my parents or anybody in general.
just whatever. tired of it. fuck it.
and every single day i face two-faced people at school, fighting with my parents up here, funny how it's the same thing back at home.
the thing is, whenever i get angry or pissed off sometimes i just walk away. but that's rare, lately i've been blowing up on everyone and anything that is near me. what am i supposed to do if it's the same shit everyday? just let it pass through me like it's no big deal? well i wish i could do that, but it's very hard for me to do. fucking hate it.
i'm a very independent person, ready to move out, ready to be on my own, ready to just do me, and not have to fight with my parents or anybody in general.
just whatever. tired of it. fuck it.
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