unleashed.

you know i thought that moving up here would be a great thing for me. new start. new slate. new everything. but i was wrong. new people, new faces, same problems, same ole' bull shit.
and every single day i face two-faced people at school, fighting with my parents up here, funny how it's the same thing back at home.
the thing is, whenever i get angry or pissed off sometimes i just walk away. but that's rare, lately i've been blowing up on everyone and anything that is near me. what am i supposed to do if it's the same shit everyday? just let it pass through me like it's no big deal? well i wish i could do that, but it's very hard for me to do. fucking hate it.
i'm a very independent person, ready to move out, ready to be on my own, ready to just do me, and not have to fight with my parents or anybody in general.
just whatever. tired of it. fuck it.